Malakia den exei Ellinikous xaraktires kai 8a grapsw Greek-English...
To peritrigyrizw meres twra..ti meres mwre, afou xtes egrapsa to allo....periergo pragma alla apo extes niw8w oti exei stamatisei o xronos. Isws epeidh teleiwsa me tis ypoxrewseis mou, tis opoies perimena merika xronakia de mporw na pw....'Exei stamatisei o xronos...den 8a htan gamato ayto na synevaine? Oxi panta, alla se faseis. Na stamatouse o xronos, na ekanes merikes allages kai na ksekinouse pali..E tote 8a htan ola sxedon teleia. Kai lew sxedon giati ALWAYS kati 8a paei opws den to 8eloume H xwris na to perimenoume.
....Einai ki aytos o xronos, mia leksh, mia zwh, aiwnes olokliroi,xiliades....MH nomizete oti ayta pou lene toy styl o planhths gh 8 anteksei gia merika xronia akoma, p.x.130 oti paizei na isxyei...ki ama paizei egw proswpika den 8a eimai edw gia na to dw...kala me noiazei isws ligo gia thn periptwsh pou 8a exw kanei paidia, alla ws tote, as isiwsw na vrw kamia kopela gia spiti kai to syzitame pali!!!
Basika eimai douleia, klassiko fainomeno ki wrario..oxi opws sthn Ellada pou eimai ena remali kai miso kai prospa8w na skotwsw thn wra mou...den exw idea gia to ti i8ela na grapsw edw. Eilikrina an ki exw teleiwsei me panepisthmio, sto kefali mou epikratei panzourlismos. Ginetai ths poutanas sthn kyrioleksia...Ap th mia paizei o gayros aurio, xesthkame kai me ton Kokkalh..ntax eipame eimai Olympiakos alla ki o kosmos prepei na katalavei se kapoia fash poso malakas einai...meta perimenw na fygei t afentiko mou, na dw kamia tainia...meta 8a sxolasw stis 7 to prwi otan oloi 8a einai sta zesta krevatakia tous ki egw 8a perimenw n anoiksei to metro...ti 8a faw aurio, einai mia kalh aporia pou exw ta teleutaia 4 xronia...an ta matakia pou skeftomai 8a er8oun na me doun Agglia...an 8a paw sto Brighton gia kafe tin Tetarth...o kollhtos mou einai A8ina alla feygei gia Kypro aurio,opote 8a ton dw to Pasxa me to katsiki sto laimo...ayth th sygkekrimenh stigmh pou grafw 8elw,8elw,8elw,8elw kai den mporw na exw tipota!
..Miso na piw mia goulia...aaaiiiii ksedipsasa...kai kopsan kai to kapnisma s eswterikous xwrous..ki an kapniza den 8a to skeftomoun?...ap tin allh koita na deis oti 8eos yparxei ki einai megalos,alla den su erxetai otan to apozitas alla ekei pou den to perimeneis klassika. EGW shmera t apogeyma zitisa ap to 8eo ena shmadi, ena gamimeno shmadi vasika ap ta matakia mou...den to pira tote ki oute akoma fysika. Prin apo 10 lepta milusa me ton synadelfo mou ap to dipla ksenodoxeio kai me rwtuse pote feygei t afentiko gia na paei na faei ena tost..K lew ki egw: peinaw ki egw re file, alla den exw kai tipota na faw. Ksafnou bgainei t afentiko ap to grafeio tou kai mou leei: ''PEINAS?''...''exw kati makaronia an ta 8es''..NAI RE FILE YPARXEI, 8EIA DIKH...AYTA EINAI!!!!...konomisa kai makaronaki. Kai gia na leme tou stravou to dikio, xtes tu efera mia efhmerida apo Ellada ki eixe mesa ena gouraki me to tryffili tou Pana8inaikou...einai kati tetoia mikra ki apla pragmata pou kaneis,dineis ston allo kai se 8ymatai gia kairo,xronia, isws kai mia zwh....
Koitousa ligo poso exw grapsei me ta liga kai ta polla....koitaw to xwro..einai 02:30 akrivws....to pc kanei 8oryvo....to kinhto mou perimenw na lalisei gia na xamogelasw ligo,alla mataia....nekrikh hsyxia epikratei genikotera sto Hotel,sto xwro...piga na svisw ena fws kai na pw thn ali8eia skeftomoun oti.....
...mporei ayth h douleia na einai gia to peos kavala, me thn ennoia, eimai ptyxiouxos kai douleuw ws nyxterinos?...ki ap thn allh mporei oi misoi na mou lene: xaxa siga th kourash re file pou trws...alla 3erete kati??...meta apo ta tosa pou exw perasei kai tis 1002 douleies pou exw dokimasei, den 8a mporousa na koroidepsw pote KANENAN gia th douleia pou kanei, opoia ki an einai ayth...Les ki egw exw oreksh na ka8omai san to malaka ka8e vrady ksypnios..pisteyw oti grafw pipes me ena psilo-nohma alla de gamietai
Xmmm...na valw ligo radio, mpas kai katevei tpt allo trelo na grapsw...Best 92.6..apisteyth mousikh, eidika otan kaneis erwta...
Erwtas ti monadikh leksh ki ayth...I have a Dream...to make love to you again and again all over you again and again...ki oson afora esena mias kai s anefera...den exw idea pou eisai, ti kaneis, alla psilo-fantazomai...ki oso to foras, se prostateyei...ena fylaxto ki egw...H proteleutaia mera toy 2007, exei xaraksei thn kardia mou...o,ti kai na mou xoun pei oi gnwstoi-agnwstoi, o,ti kai na xw akousei, den t akousa pote....Exw matia kai vlepw....
Ena pragma den 8a stamatisw na kanw pote, oso ki an faw ta moutra mou...: Na deixnw sthn gynaika pou eimai mazi ths poso poly eimai erwteymenos mazi ths kai poso thn erwteyomai ka8e mera pio poly...file mou ayth h zwh pou zeis einai mia TEXNH ki esy eisai o Kalyteroteros
Geia Xara..ka8e mera pou douleuw olo to mina, pisteyw na ta ksanapoume
Be Best
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